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It's Been A While

I know it's been a while since my last post. This semester has turned out to be busier than I had anticipated. Much busier. For instance. I teach at a local high school from 7:30am to 2:00pm 5 days a week. Then, on Mondays I go to work from 4:30pm until 10:30pm. On Tuesdays and Thursdays I have a class at 2:30pm and on Thursdays I have a second class at 5:00pm. I tutor at another local high school on Wednesdays at 2:40pm until 5:30pm! On Fridays I work the same as Mondays. On Saturdays I work then too. Sunday I have to do everything that isn't done for the next week, including all work for my two classes and all work corrected or created for teaching. Fun huh.

Beats the hell out of me when I'm going get to have any fun again. Probably never. At least that's how it looks now. If I even get dinner with friends anymore, that's pushing it. I'm the bad guy because of it too. I'm the bad guy because I have so much to do that I'm being apparently very anti-social and very rushed. I'm the bad guy because I'm focused on helping my students pass instead of getting out early. Clearly I'm the bad guy.

So it's not my idea of a great time or whatever, but it isn't my fault either. I can only do my best. And sometimes, unfortunately, it isn't good enough for some. I know that I have to find a way to smooth out the wrinkles of this semester. It's tricky, but I am trying.

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