Monday, March 17, 2008

Rantings of a Mad Man Part XIX: The I'm Angry Edition

There are a bunch of things that I want to say, but it's gonna take a little while longer for me to organize exactly what that is. I know I haven't been paying much attention to this here lately, and that it's becoming more common that I don't, but a lot of shit has been going on in my life lately that has pushed it into a backseat, in my opinion justifiably so.

Other than that I've got a few points to make here and now...

I am who I am and you are who you are. I do not ask that anyone follows my path or my example, but that they leave me well enough alone to follow that path and make that example. I don't care if you believe that I'm evil or wrong or sinful or uncaring or petty or any of an infinite number of words to convey a finite number of feelings of dislike towards me. I don't care. So long as you don't interfere. So long as you don't try to prevent me from saying or doing something that I want to say or do. Then we'd have a problem.

I'm not a bad person. I'm a loving and caring person. But I know that the world is a harsh place. I know that most of what we value is worthless. I am both a pessimist and an optimist. I am a hard ass and a likable guy. I am what I am and I don't care if you don't like it. If you don't like it then leave. I've always said that. If you think that what I say or do is so over the top, so disrespectful, so evil or frightening, then leave me alone.

Better yet. Piss off. You're not worth my time. And get over yourself for fuck's sake! What makes you so special? Your morals? Your beliefs? You've got to be kidding me. You are better because your morals make you better because you have morals because your better because your morals make you better because your morals make you better... Its cyclical logic and it doesn't make sense. You're not better because you're better. Besides that's a really lame excuse for an excuse. Hey look at me, I'm better because I am! Yeah! Please, give me a break. You really suck at life don't you. Don't question anything, just blindly accept life and you'll magically get a better one AFTER YOU FUCKING DIE?!? OH PLEASE PISS OFF, YOU'RE OUT OF YOU FUCKING MIND! Here's a quaint idea... let's all leave each other the fuck alone and get on living our happy lives ignoring that each other exists. Believe me, the world would be a better place.

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